Express The Inexpressible

2012-02-01T14:15:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday.

Saturday morning.

2012-01-21T08:25:00.001+08:00

Although it's difficult to get up in the morning, especially at the time like 6.30am but it gets exceptionally refreshing after I shower. And once I stepped out of the house, the morning air was indescribable. I think I'm loving the morning breeze, becoming a morning person.

Two more days to new year!
Time flies, isn't it? Very excited cos I get to see my cousins and relatives heheh. I miss them so much!

Speaking of missing somebody, I haven't been meeting toink and oink and the usuals for a very long time :( Soon we shall! :)

Can't wait for Bkk!

There she goes, there she goes again.

Two oh one two, yes world ends -.-

2012-01-05T03:26:00.002+08:00

Hahaha first post of the year. I have no idea how am I going to start and end this but anyway! iPhone has a blogger app! Till now then I realized! Better than the previous one, which was also why I haven't been blogging since last year hahah!

I'm still contemplating to do the year end post or not cos it's already the beginning of the year hence it somehow loses its purpose. But anyway, I'll think about it! I'll do a brief, had too much back then.

I've learnt a lot from incidents and everything that had happened in the recent year. I'm supposed to sleep now after burying five hours on assignment and school's on tmr. Sounds so typical. Oh well the kick is here so why not!

2011 - I finally let go or okay gave up the chase for three odd years. Reciprocation yes. But until recently I figured, like and love aren't the same. I felt it. And that obligations probably made you kept quiet too even if you could sense it. But that wasn't fair to either both of us. I was so affected but like I've said, I survived. Time, family, friends, work and studies are the factors and pillars that I'm so thankful for during the trying to get over it period. Especially the children in the childcare (not saying in a pedophile manner) purely innocent gestures they bring to me. Enough to sustain the happiness throughout the day. I'm glad I chose this path.

That's one of the main highlights of the year by the way. Hahahaha.

Then the two dearies who left us. Even till now, we still miss them but once things change, it will never be the same again. But in my heart, I really hope one day, just one fine day everyone will put down the hate and anger just to love. The feeling of regretting after you have lost someone is stupid. I still dream of you babe. Sigh.

Third highlight - happy one. My 21st birthday! Hahaha so blessed with all the love my family, cousins and friends who have given to me. So thankful, still thankful and always so thankful for being there, physically and not physically hahaha. And not to forget how close we are now cousins. I love this year's, um last year's Christmas! We had so much with each other <3 I can't wait for our big project!

Oh ya! Don finally enlisted into the police academy! Hahah. It was new seeing him shaved but I got used alr. Still the same old Don heh.

All in all. Come to think about it. The happy things are more than the sad ones. I hope this year will be the same. I just wish for contentment lah, nothing else. Don't have to be the first for my assignments, pass is good enough. Diploma of Early Childhood Care and Education is what I want at the end of the day. I'll let you know the results in September!

Okay sleeping time now good night!!!!!!!!!!! <:

Days in CC.

2011-08-02T18:48:00.001+08:00

Working here gives me a lot of educational working experience. Thats why I've always loved working. A pity now, I can only work for two days. The rest will be school days.

As for today, there was a new student who just enrolled in. He's an adopted child. I really find it very amazing. Not everyone can accept adopted children. And a pleasant thing to know, he's a very smart boy.

Knocking off soon! Heheh bye!

Byeeeeeeeeeeee.

2011-06-24T12:40:00.001+08:00

G E N T I N G.

Okay I'm immune already. How I wish I could ... ahh nevermind. Gou ler. Perfect fit to the current situation.

In this California king bed, we're 10000 miles apart.

2011-06-05T12:19:00.003+08:00

Ghosttttttttttt.

HAHAHA okay enough.

I am really afraid of what I'm becoming, I can easily lose appetite and sleep over something senseless. Really, meeting up with Toink and Gina respectively for two days woken me up apparently, somehow. I don't know why am I still dealing with this. Yes I know you do, but show me. Until now, today, none of us have any idea why you wouldn't want to, ya. Then I thought to myself. Probably responsibility, obligation, or guilt? Or that you don't even know cos it's been too long, becoming like a routine.

But if that's the case, I really want to let you know that you're not obliged to, and you have no responsibility towards anything. This is much hurting instead. Go, run, run away, run to where you should be, and where you wanna be.

With all the love in the world.

2011-06-01T23:38:00.001+08:00

You know the thing about working with children? They surprise you every single day. It can be good or bad. Regardless of which, you learn something from them. They will never hate, as the next day will naturally be a brand new day for them.

See what I mean. And the sweetest thing, they remember your name and the songs you sang for the first time. Amazing humanity.

The arrogance.

2011-05-28T22:32:00.001+08:00

Sian, like seriously sian.

Why can't you all just put yourselves in someone else's shoes? Is that very difficult? Or probably 'cause you people have always been taking things for granted? Thinking that, that's what they should do? It's not even anyone's obligation, why make it a must? Why can't you all just spare a thought for people's feelings? I really don't get it. If this is what relationships between friends and families ought to be, then what's the point?

Sometimes when it gets overboard, instead of love, you hate. 'Cause sometimes people are pushing it too far.

-

2011-05-22T23:11:00.004+08:00

My heart literally just sank. Sometimes it's the littlest thing that matters the most.

Insensitivity.

2011-05-22T17:26:00.000+08:00

All of these can be seen in Fb. Haha these are some of my favorites. Batam, wedding and etc.

Batam was perfect for a short getaway. I love the 3 hours of spa, massage and Jacuzzi. It was very rejuvenating especially when back in reality, the pressure on you is piling up. Really thank Ting for organising and planning everything for us. Thus a smooth and enjoyable 2 days we had there.

Enjoyed my weeeeeekends and tomorrow here I come!

Long time no see.

2011-05-17T12:07:00.000+08:00

I'm back. Shouldn't close this for nothing. I did something stupid again. By right, it's a public holiday today so naturally the possibilities of childcare centres opening are very rare. Haha and just because the principal told me to come on Tuesday to collect my appointment letter then I really did without thinking whether the centre is closed, assuming that it will definitely be opened -.- Uh huh woke up so early, prepared and tadah, it is closed. Haha I can't help but to laugh at my own stupidity. Not the first time uh.

But never mind because I should train myself for waking up early already. Going to start work soon. Wooohoo. Cannot wait. Yay yay! But I'm not looking forward to pre-employment check up. Me is scared. So afraid of blood test. Although it shouldn't be any problem since I've been through so many needles at one go as well as uh huh but still it's a buh-lud test! Oh well. Courage come to me.

Hehehe.

Hehehe number 2.

So handsome!!!! Ahhhhhh.

Melted, literally. Hahaha

Okay off to meet my lovelies! See you soon!

So they say.

2011-05-02T01:27:00.001+08:00

You're free to fly now, free to pause, to take a break. No one's gonna catch you now, no one's gonna slow you down.

- YT

我是一只小小小小鸟

2011-04-28T11:30:00.001+08:00

I asked myself repeatedly, am I acting on impulse? Do I really have to do this? Despite having an answer, I still couldn't stop thinking about the impossibilities.

Kill me.

I would like to take this opportunity to tell everyone,

2011-04-20T00:46:00.004+08:00

who were there, have been there and still there, I love you all. Thank you for every single thing. Be it small or big, it's still the most significant thing. Thank you.

I am a stone's throw away to fulfilling my dream. As you all know, I aim to set up my own childcare centre when I am older right? I had just been offered a job opportunity in a childcare centre as a Playgroup teacher. It will commence on the 23rd of May which is a month from now. Although I'll still be doing my diploma again but this time round, it's a different field, my favorite path. Upon graduation which is 1 and half year more, I'll advance to leadership diploma and it goes on and on. I really really cannot wait.

I'm thankful for the opportunities given, and I'll work very very hard. At the same time, having to know he's still working at this hour, hurts. Poor boy. Are events really that taxing? I'm asking the obvious -.- oh wells, jiayou. Just two more days to the long weekend ♥ Can't wait for courage is knowing what not to fear to be accomplished :)

To my dear pal, the future may seem bleak now but I'm sure there will be a twist in fate somewhere somehow. I really believe so. I don't know what consequences there might be but in life, everyone will definitely have obstacles to overcome. If not life wouldn't be life. Some are facing it now, some will be facing it later or even later. But eventually, there will be chances to make up for it and everything will be the same again. Like the saying goes, everyone deserves a second chance. Of course, words are just words but if determination and perseverance are what you have been good at, I'm sure in time to come, it will also be helpful for you. I understand that every matter, we have to deal with our feelings first then the matter but don't give up. Things might have happened and that there's music to face but I believe you will be courageous enough to face the music, and maybe you will appreciate the genre of music which you have never came across before. People around you are always there for you. So one more time, hang in there!

The best of everything.

2011-04-15T23:08:00.000+08:00

It's not about the money money money. We don't need your money money. Ain't about the (uh) cha-ching cha-ching. Ain't about the (yeah) ba-bling ba-bling~ We all love price tag.

Current location: Resort World Sentosa.
Love love love.

I can't wait for the BKK trip :) Hope all will be smooth smooth! Oh, I had my rounds of interviews, there are two more next week. So hopefully I'll make a decision soon then I'll get started.

Interest > Pay uh huh uh huh.

Speechless. It's not easy know seriously. Not everyone appreciates. Okay happy happy happy lah.

Here it goes again.

2011-04-01T21:42:00.001+08:00

On repeat. On repeat. On repeat.

First and foremost. Thank you for all the love everyone has given to me. Thank you daddy for making it possible. Although you may be fierce to us, but you were a really fantastic host! My friends, they love you! :) & thank you for all the wishes, messages, presents and most importantly your presences. It meant a lot to me. There's a regret though, probably goodbye really meant goodbye.

Cruise was fun. Just came back and here I am, at work. I'm a superwoman my god. Haha. During the days in the cruise, we managed to get down to KL, and that's when I found out things are happening in Singapore. Why oh why. What are we fighting for? Victory? Are there prizes given? No dear. Instead like the lyrics go, nobody wins when everyone is losing. Right?

想来想去真的不值得. All I can say is sigh, everything is changing and irreversible.

Help.

2011-03-18T16:52:00.001+08:00

Idk what to do. Idk who to tell to. I cannot tell this to anyone. How.

Cherish.

2011-03-18T11:55:00.000+08:00

I enjoyed myself yesterday with my two lovelies.! They are happy children and they made me happy. Thank you <3

Who am I.

2011-03-18T11:48:00.000+08:00

Circumstances make people change, I'm no exception.

Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial. Living in self-denial.

Oh dear.

2011-03-14T01:01:00.001+08:00

I was back from Malaysia earlier. Right after my signal was back, messages started coming in. At that instant, I felt very very very awful. I'm unable to describe how that felt but one thing for sure, it sucks. Omg what's happening, I'm scared.

I don't wanna do it anymore. It's like disappointment to the most bottom pit. Very painful. But compared to the people living in Japan right now, :( I read the papers once I've reached Gugu's place. The Chinese characters, 八万 caught my attention, and what's worse, I looked closer and realized it's the number of people. Omg it's damn tragic yet there's nothing we can do for them.

Mother nature, please. Those are innocent lives. Thousands and thousands of innocent lives were lost just like that. But certainly we cannot go against nature, sigh just by looking at those pictures itself could bring us pain moreover there are videos.

Then it made me realize, why do we complain so much when Singapore is one of the luckiest countries whom is safe from natural disasters. All those people just died probably without knowing, us? Being unappreciative of the world we're living in, quarreling over small matters, living our lives with regrets. You know once comparing our problems to the Earthquake and Tsunami, ours became so small and even appeared to be redundant issues. What are we doing? Wasting time on hating.

Pray for Japan, and the world.

Look ahead.

2011-03-10T03:41:00.001+08:00

Hi ni hao.

Hen jiu mei blog le, bu zhi dao neng xie she me ying wei da bu fen de wo, yi bian cheng ge mi mi le. Xiang dao jiu xin tong. Suan le.

Ming tian shi xing qi si. Hen kuai ya. Jin tian wo he foongster chi wu can! Ta jia scirocco! Muahaha finally get to sit on my fav ride. Of course he keep asking me to aim something higher but I really love it so far right now. Good impromptu lunch before work anyway, back to the good ol' secondary days.

I've sorted out my plan, (again). Sending resumes to work in supply chain companies for about 3-4 months. Then I'll register for my childhood diploma in September, that's when I get to work and study at the same time. It's 1 and a half year and probably 1 more year of bond. So fun my life, so busy and fulfilling. I chose this path, I got to take care of all the available obstacles. Successful paths are never easy, so let's all not complain.

And so. Cannot wait!

Kay sleep time!

-

2011-03-01T01:24:00.001+08:00

"Sometimes it's hard to keep on running, we work so much to keep it going. Don't make me want to give up"

Endless conversations.

2011-02-27T22:12:00.001+08:00

So they asked, who is that first person you thought of in the mornings and the last in the nights, the answer is you. Always you.

Probably tired because I expected too much when the fact is shown so blatantly to me that things aren't gonna change in the near future. Well I didn't see that coming. Mmmmmmmmmmm I'm so energetic-less. Haven't been feeling thoroughly right.

I miss my best friend, today's my best friend's day. We haven't been meeting up due to our busy schedules. And probably won't because our so-called busy schedules might be never ending. Ok I'm twisting facts. Ahhhh sheena you should just die already.

Swimming tomorrow yay yay yay.
Happiness could be so hypocritical.

I wish

2011-02-27T00:01:00.001+08:00

That there's no celebration this year just like the previous year.

And that's the biggest wish. Oooooo.

:'(

2011-02-17T19:24:00.003+08:00

It's like you have been studying so hard for it but nothing comes out. You know how discouraging that is? Studying so much, still so stupid. Feeling damn lousy right now. Couldn't even have a piece of mind here. Wow.

Silence please.

2011-02-16T23:32:00.000+08:00

I guess I'm not going to tell you after all. Kill me please kill me.

Think of freckles, think of me.

2011-02-16T17:13:00.002+08:00

Acting cute ttm. That's when studying starts to get boring. Speaking of it, 2 more UTs to go. Tomorrow and Friday <3 Yay yay. But I'll miss my friends in RP the most, they make me happy everyday. They are very nice people, cute people, interesting people and lovely people. I'm so happy to be able to know all of them.

Hungry. Just came to stop by for awhile. Back to studying!

There is none other like you ♥

2011-02-15T15:27:00.003+08:00

From Cui Ting! Pretty hand-made roses! ♥♥♥♥♥

♥

I love cards! A lot! The sun and the flower :) Never been happier, unknowingly it has already been the 3rd year. Hope it'll remain this way till the end.! Thanks for everything boy!

Apple.

2011-02-11T10:01:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year!
FYP over, I'm left with 4 more exams to go. Can't wait.

How to know if apples are sweet? Those apples I bought for the past few mornings were not sweet at all even though they looked as if they were :( Anyway RB3025 bought yay yay! Can't wait for the response :)

I miss you but I'm really heartbroken.

I.

2011-02-07T15:04:00.002+08:00

Can spend whole day, tumblr-ing. It totally speaks my mind.

I wonder how, I wonder why.

How long could you hang on to the word?

2011-02-01T20:57:00.004+08:00

Things might have changed, but that does not mean it will alter the image we have retained of the both of you because we have had so much fond memories together. It's easier for you to say the end. But I wouldn't say it. It's not to that extreme of good bye yet.

Happy birthday.

One sentence.

2011-01-30T03:31:00.001+08:00

To sum it up: I don't understand why at all, can someone please enlighten me why things have to come to such extent?

One more sentence to a perfect fit,
"Happy" New Year.

Just you and me.

2011-01-24T18:55:00.000+08:00

又忙又累又烦，可是！唉！好想快点把这些东西做完就不用烦了对不对！还有每次都要被刻薄的句子影响我，又不能说出来。

算了。

2 more weeks. I want to leave this place.! I want to visit Tibet so badly. I don't wanna stay here. Always have to see things like that, yet I can only say...... Okay shh.

Woo I'm awesome!

2011-01-22T01:59:00.003+08:00

I just got home! And I'm very sure people WILL think I'm crazy but I did it! Haha I walked home from little India. I feel awesome! Totally am! Hahaha and I got to thank my music for being there for me! And those chikopeks for being such an entertainer.

I've always wanted to walk a really long distance and today, I did it! With experience gained haha. I know I might also be in danger because who the hell would walk from little India to Toa Payoh?! Haha. And I also have Singapore to thank, for it's lamp posts everywhere which lit up everywhere I go.

I really felt awesome :)
I wanted to click on you, it always linger.

That's not the world that I need.

2011-01-21T21:40:00.002+08:00

Those are the littlest things which I need the support from. But instead of understanding what I've been going through, you shouted at me and hung up my call. I thought by now you should understand, but no I was wrong.

I also want to head home, sleep well, tidy my room, do my own laundry but look at how much time I have. The time I spent at home are only less than 7 hours which is equivalent to my sleeping time. All I need from you during this period of time is a peace of mind, encouragement even if it's just passing me fruits while I'm studying, will be more than enough.

But you'll never understand.

I'm the half of me now.

2011-01-20T08:56:00.001+08:00

How many times do I have to make myself clear? :(

Do not need anything else.

2011-01-19T13:38:00.000+08:00

It's the worst feeling: the world is spinning so fast and nothing will stop for you to catch your breath. so you sit there watching everything moving around you while you hold your breath. you've got that familiar glaze and scars with stories behind them. just waiting... waiting for someone to notice your silent scream, "I am not okay".

For you I will.

2011-01-17T01:36:00.001+08:00

I'm not sure how we got here.
Baby I'm just glad that we got here.

It's where the stars line up.
It's where the ocean's touch.
It's in a place you've never been that feels like home.
It's in the air right now.
It's when you give your all, and give a little more.
I've never been so sure, that's where you find love.
That's where you find love.

These are my family, my friends, my love.

2011-01-16T02:04:00.000+08:00

Met James and Yenling earlier this evening for dinner. Heh, I have such sweet cousins who accompanied me while I was studying at Starbucks :) Then they left as it was getting late. After which, I was chatting with Toink on msn to whine a lil and while dhatting halfway, she and Oink appeared right in front of me. Oh my god.! Really touched to the maximum! At the same time, he was also urging me to go home soon which I did, 2 hours later. Hehehe. & then I have this book given by Khai, which have plenty of notes inside. I haven't finished reading all of them but the efforts there are so visible that it's so appreciated. & my team mates who are so lovely, worrying for me. Why are the people around me so sweeet!

Despite all of the late nights, tuition assignments and exams and never ending project, I'm thankful that I have all these people around me. It makes me happy, less stressed and more energetic :)

Love you all!

I can't control.

2011-01-13T10:20:00.003+08:00

SIGH at those red.

One.

2011-01-06T20:40:00.001+08:00

Having a shoulder to lean on is always nice, however, I'd still prefer freedom more ;)

Baby you're a firework!

2011-01-02T23:27:00.000+08:00

We wish you a Merry Christmas,
we wish you a Merry Christmas,
we wish you a Merry Christmas,
AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR :)

I have a dream.

& I'm actually 1/5 through it. I had asked about it, I'm actually job-secured. I'm very excited! It's going to be another 3 years and an additional of 2 more for bond. But the passion overrides the duration. And probably even the salary. I hope it'd be a good start.

I, at the same time, can't wait to get my hands on the tool bag! Hope it's not while stocks last! I pray pray and pray! No running out of stocks please :S

When it's FYP,

2010-12-30T02:01:00.003+08:00

Omg, I need to get my brows done soon! HAHAHA good night!

<3

2010-12-28T23:52:00.001+08:00

You know that kind of pain when one of your closest friends are hurt. I'm feeling it now.

It could be. You.

2010-12-28T00:24:00.000+08:00

It's like I've gone through many phases in my life. Met many people around me. All these nice people, the best of the best people whom I'll never forget. How I could actually pass through this year again without fail, it's all thanks to you people who made such a great impact in my life. Thankful, and thank you <3

There's this thing which has been making me all messed up recently. I don't know how to react, I don't know why that response as well. I don't know why I handled it this way. I don't know why the strong rejection towards everything about it. Just so you know, I've never like the feeling of being manipulated. I don't like the over concern from people. Same towards my sis, if she were to keep asking me where am I, who am I with, what am I doing, I will dislike answering to them. I don't know why but she understands me. I appreciate <3 (however, she does that still -.-) I probably just do not like to give anyone any explanation. I don't know if it's irresponsible of me to do so. But I felt restrained. Very restrained. Of course I appreciate the care and concern very much. But when it gets over the limit, I'll become very defensive. It's like I don't want you to cross over to my line. What I can say is, maybe you should just wait for me to go over to you instead. At least I'm sure that makes me comfortable. Let me be the one who gives you the information without you asking. I will appreciate it very much. However, thank you very much to those who understands me so much. Hehe felt so blessed having you guys around in my life! Woohoo, stay there and don't go okay.! Love my cousins who are just like my best friends :)

And again, it doesn't concern the affair of the heart. It's just a thought. A deep thought.

Partially done with report and powerpoint. Needs to sleep! Good night everyone!

Don't try to call.

2010-12-23T23:46:00.000+08:00

Had a higher expectation, who knows the grades were ordinary only. Shows that there are even smarter ones out there. I don't like the results, knowing that I've studied hard for it and there it goes. Seen it all, no use studying hard, you got to play smart.

What a Christmas.

One plan, looking forward to the completion, and the arrival. Eager to know the response but who knows, poof! I was too late. I'll never be able to get the response, moreover to feel the excitement. It affected my mood for the entire day, see how much it impacted on me? But it scares me, knowing that it was affecting me this much.

Woooooooooooooo.

I want to study abroad, learn more from the outside world. Studying what I always wished for. A journey of 4 years, living at the countryside, facing the greens and the nature every single day with peace and then I'll come home.

I want to explore the outside world alone. I want the "taking your own luggage on one hand, long jacket on the another and looking back at the world I've been living in" feeling. I need this.

Tool bag!

2010-12-22T01:19:00.002+08:00

I want.

Fun.

2010-12-21T20:36:00.001+08:00

Me: I use the -------- to wash my hair
Student: Soap.
Me: No, 'repeats question and emphasizes on hair'
Student: Hair soap.

Haha silly boy. Makes my day.

Say hello to photographs!

2010-12-10T15:10:00.000+08:00

All messed up! Hehehe.

Before it's too late.

2010-12-08T04:40:00.001+08:00

All things come to those who wait
Sometimes they just come too late
And if we never speak again
I don't wanna make that mistake
We never seem to find
The place or time
To say what's on our minds so

Tell me everything now
Don't leave anything out
I'll tell you all my fears
My mistakes
Before it's too late

I don't wanna wake up one day
Wondering if I shied away
From something that once seemed so hard
One thing that's so simple to say
Why do you always hide
Your tears when you cry?
Isn't it time you try to

Tell me everything now
Don't leave anything out
I'll tell you all my fears
My mistakes
Before it's too late

Before it's too late
Before it's too late

Tell me everything now
Don't leave anything out
I'll tell you all my fears
My mistakes
Before it's too late

Before it's too late
Before it's too late

It's a never ending journey.

2010-12-08T04:28:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I feel that it's related to me yet somehow it's not. We've been running for so long but none of us slowed down. The constant running made us exhausted and now we are stopping for the wrong reasons.

It's quite a waste. But who can we talk to. None cause no one would be in the right state of mind to understand and believe the everything between us.

Hello,

2010-12-07T22:32:00.001+08:00

December. It's already the seventh day of the month. Why so fast. Slow down slow down!

I've been a real busy woman lately. School, work, fyp, school, work, fyp, school, work, fyp. Goes on and on, you know? I don't like life like this. Especially when you have pressure on you tremendously.

I'm tired, and I realized many people around me are very exhausted too. Why? Isn't December a festive season, shouldn't it be a busy yet a happy one? Or is it because it's the year end that's why everyone's moving so quickly? I don't understand.

Recently, each time I came across the new childcare centre under my block, I kept thinking, why do I have to wait so long for this. Why did I study supply chain instead of childcare? Why am I wasting my time.? Then I kept thinking, thinking and thinking. I need to really start doing what I love. Before I sink into depression. Hahaha.

Alright. Hope I'll be a 100% happy girl soon.

I finally understood

2010-11-29T09:10:00.001+08:00

Why the rp guy or girl idk, committed suicide cos of fyp. (strongly assuring, I'm not going to do it, just managed to feel how that person felt.)

Exams, I can understand.
But when you combine them with fyp, work, daily reflection journals and daily presentations; you literally can die.

:(

You know what makes me happy,

2010-11-25T12:53:00.001+08:00

Honey grass jelly with lots of pearls. Hehehe! Yum yum yum!

& amazing coincidences. Teehehee.

Take a bullet straight through my brain.

2010-11-15T14:26:00.000+08:00

Accomplished one of the most wanted things to do on Saturday. People might tend to be judgmental but I really don't care, because I truly love it. A part of me has become a secret. Yet at the same time, I felt a sense of fulfillment.

:)

Champagne Supernova

2010-11-10T19:29:00.001+08:00

I'm contemplating whether to go to school tomorrow or not. I've been wasting time past few days. Monday, thinking that fever has already subsided and only left with flu. But boy, I was so wrong. Please do not fall sick, it seriously sucks. Partial after doing my part but a F cos of no submission of RJ. Ouch.

Stayed home, went to school the following day without fever but an additional cough, walaueh. And it was very disturbing that I went to the toilet and cough instead. Have to stay back to work on FYP. Wahhhh so pressurizing speaking of it.

Today. Draft was sent to advisor. So far nothing to be done. Phew. Then half the day with Xuan, <3. And home sweet home. Thinking of studying for retail but throat isn't being kind. Now I'm currently lying down and still thinking.

The only solution to the complaints above is to skip school tomorrow. I shall visit the doctor, get a MC, apply for LOA and be a good girl so as to have a fast recovery, then study for UT and prepare for work and the end!

I know I should have seen it earlier. But laziness caught me. Now's the consequence. Okay, everyone please take good care of yourselves during this chilly weather till the end and drink more water, eat more fruits and exercise more so that illnesses won't come by so easily!

Don't ever pray to be sick, you'd be stupid doing that. It's definitely a waste of your precious time! (I certainly did not pray for this to happen)

Alright. Good night:)

Still my friend.

2010-11-04T09:39:00.000+08:00

My friend. I knew things were changing for good, but unexpected things have to happen. & you're back in it again, this time it's not that simple anymore. Whatever reasons, I knew you are not someone like that. Although it's wrong, terribly wrong. but for you I pray, the best. Take care!

According to you.

2010-10-29T14:29:00.000+08:00

Can study, but need money. Keching keching keching! Don't like to think about it. It's not easy attaining the possible.

Anyway, it's Friday today! Finally! Will be dropping by to look around at the University Fair with Oink later. Heh, very proud of her transcript! Tomorrow will be the confirmation of express the inexpressible. Hehe excited very much.

Genting in 5 more days?! Omg I'm travelling more than I go to the movies. HAHA! What analogy, cheh. Hope I'll enjoy myself? And not increase in kilos.!

Alright got to go! Presentation in approximately 15 minutes time.!

One step forward and two steps back.

2010-10-25T23:52:00.000+08:00

I enjoy time well-spent.
I enjoy satisfaction.
I enjoy thrills.
I enjoy excitement.
I enjoy expectations.
I enjoy dreaming.
I enjoy simplicity.
I enjoy a cup of coffee or an ice blended drink.
I enjoy volleyball.
I enjoy reading.
I enjoy me time.
I enjoy the chase.
I enjoy love.
I enjoy life.

Secret.

2010-10-25T12:52:00.000+08:00

I'm excited for, express the inexpressible :)

Please hold on, it's alright.

2010-10-23T00:08:00.000+08:00

I'm happy to have them :) May all the good things happen to everyone. Work tomorrow, then Night Safari. I'm scared, haha! But well, see how things goes tomorrow. Nike race with babe and all in 1 day's time :O

I'm eager to grow up! Nearing one month towards the end of 2010. YAY! :)

今天辛苦了! Run it off, run it off! :)

Norm.

2010-10-18T17:58:00.000+08:00

Got questions to ask me? :) http://www.formspring.me/xianer

Invasion.

2010-10-18T12:59:00.000+08:00

Why are you always so capable to tingle my emotions? Just one sentence or even a word, it's enough to bring me upside down. I can never understand.

Go!

2010-10-15T14:13:00.000+08:00

I was thinkin about her
Thinkin about me
Thinkin about us
What we gonna be
Open my eyes, it was only just a dream

So I travel back down that road
Wish you come back
No one knows
I realize, it was only just a dream

I was at the top
Now its like I'm in the basement
Number 1 spot
Now she's finding a replacement
I swear now I can't take it
Knowing somebody's got my baby

Now you wait around, baby I cant think
I should put it down, shoulda got that ring
Cos I can still feel it in the air
See your pretty face
Run my fingers through her hair

My love
My life
My shawty
My wife
She left me, I'm tight
Cos I knew that it just ain't right

I was thinkin about her
thinkin about me
thinkin about us
where we gonna be
open my eyes, it was only just a dream

So I travel back down that road
Wish you come back
No one knows
I realize, it was only just a dream

And I'd be ridin
And I swear I see your face and every time
I try to get my usher on but I can't let it burn
and I just hope that she notices she's the only one I yearn for
no more sooner will I learn

Didn't give her all my love
I guess now I got my payback
Now I'm in the club thinking all about my baby

Hey
She was so easy to love
But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough
I'm goin through it every time that I'm alone
Now I'm wishing she would just pick up the phone
But she made a decision that she wanted to move on
Cos I was wrong

I was thinkin about her
Thinkin about me
Thinkin about us
Where we gonna be
Open my eyes, it was only just a dream

So I travel back down that road
Wish you come back
No one knows
I realize, it was only just a dream

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything

I was thinkin about her
Thinkin about me
Thinkin about us
Where we gunna be
Open my eyes, it was only just a dream

So I travel back down that road
Wish you come back
No one knows
I realize, it was only just a dream.

My favourite song, so far.

Undo it.

2010-10-15T01:07:00.001+08:00

I love you both very much. Thankful for T.O.P <3 Without having to worry about a single thing, at all.

I'm still awake! Surprise! Completed my RJ in the nick of time. I'm sensing difficulty in the problems already. Both problem 1 are so terrifying and profound. I came back home, and hurry read thoroughly through on what was everything exactly about. I'm so afraid and worried at the same time. I wanna do well but at the same time I don't know if my capabilities are limited. Ahh nevermind, I'm sure at least I put in extra effort, I will achieve what I want.

I'm a clown, I juggle work, study and learning at the same time. I add in leisure most of the time as well. Will one of it drop and cause everything to fall?

我要谢谢大家的疼爱有加，你们使我很快乐。我很珍惜和你们一起相处的日子。我要永远做你们的朋友。

Time cha.

2010-10-14T01:01:00.001+08:00

Time check! 12:56am!
Should be asleep by now but my mind chose to control my body. Anyhow, school started. I'm excited. I'm motivated for a couple of things. Motivated t see my friends especially when I'm in the same class w the girls, especially when Oink, Ting and Janice are back! Also motivated cos it's my last semester and my last freaking semester. Woohoo! Hehe.

November 13th! Uh oh haha! I'm feeling so fly, like a G6, like a G6.! Okay sleepy already, thus this tactic works! Heh bye-bye good night!

On the contrary.

2010-10-09T02:55:00.001+08:00

Do I have that ability which I'm oblivious of, which makes people feel bad about themselves or do I have that face whereby people actually thinks that I don't agree w them in every way?

I cannot grasp that, I really cannot. It made me felt much worse instead. Sucks to be attempting to sleep at these circle of thoughts and indescribable uneasiness. My mind couldn't shut down.

Ahh this shouldn't even be happening since ages ago. I don't like this feeling at all, it makes me feel so uncomfortable with myself.

Whatcha say!

2010-10-08T23:41:00.000+08:00

I really can't wait t graduate. Half a year more yknow! I had a talk with this tutor for an hour or so. We barely know each other, seen her like two times only. Education topic can really be endless.

However it was damn interesting and worth discussing. It started intriguing my mind with my future.

I can't wait to graduate then look for childcare centers to work with. I probably would start emailing my first skool which I've heard about the sponsors and bond as well. Then study and work at the same and with diploma done, two years of experience. I will proceed with degree, so on and so forth!

Of course kaching is an issue. I gotta save save and SAVE. I cannot wait. And I realized I would by then have no time for much things at all! I guess studying would take up all of my time! Haha hen hao!

I don't like it. Why are you so rude!
Kay good night!

New.

2010-10-08T13:52:00.001+08:00

I... Cut my hair!

Kinda love it. Not very short yet not very long too. Hehe. My class is out. Am in the same class with few of the girls <3 As for the rest I can't wait to see you all during breaks! Last semester, last year, I'm ready!

Cute! Haha!

I'm love w every Thursday!

Just a dream.

2010-10-06T07:54:00.001+08:00

I feel like cutting my hair short. Really. I cant stand the tangles. But I probably might regret. But hair grows! :)

Time for Teddy's. Thankful that I'm still able to help out even though I'm not working there anymore.

School starts on next Tuesday! Results coming out today, I think!

Everytime I close my eyes, I realize.

2010-09-30T10:44:00.001+08:00

Cause I'm halfway gone, and I'm on my way.

Round and round the garden, like a teddy bear.

2010-09-29T23:39:00.002+08:00

I've always asked myself this, have I tried my best? And my answer is, yes. But somehow the truth, the reality... seems to overrule my thought. Maybe I really didn't do well enough. Sometimes, I thought things might work out yet there are times I felt that it was the end. These mixtures could really bring you to the extreme and it's not uncommon in the society, how torturing.

Wonder what nonsense am I talking about right, not gonna tell you!

I need to fly! I need a memory card whereby I could save and still look at it anytime. Without feeling anything inside. However despite all of these, I'm still very amazed by how each and everything which are happening around us, has the ability t trigger our emotions. It's totally far beyond description.

Okay good night good night. Teddy's tomorrow. Kai xin.

The everlasting bond.

2010-09-27T01:04:00.002+08:00

Ting: What is sale?
Me: As in those discounts kind of sale?
Ting: Your recipe you put 1/2 tsp sale. Hahaha salt uh?
Me: OMG.
Hahahaha, laughed out loud.

Baking tomorrow. Very excited. Very. Woohoo, my long awaited self-declared off day! Tomorrow please come fast! <3

Lights off.

2010-09-25T01:49:00.000+08:00

My favourite!

I'm back from Hong Kong. One word, good. Although ........... but nevermind :) After coming back t Singapore, it was the class chalet the following day. Miss the girls, miss all the fun <3

Then home sweet home, the hours spent at home are very much lesser compared to the past. Sis and I hardly see each other now, cos when I'm back, she's asleep. When I'm sleeping, she's awake. Something like that. And tomorrow there's work at 10, doubt I'll see her this weekend already since she won't be coming back home on Saturdays. Sian. However, I'm thankful for the advancement in technology as we can always whatsapp each other <3

By the way, yesterday was awesome. I miss volleyball SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much. After losing touch for 2 years plus? More like after the O's, I never had a good game until yesterday. The feeling of having t serve, dig or just contact with the ball was indescribable. I'm so glad it's going to be an every Thursday thing. Shumei booked the court for next and the following week. Another happy thing is that I get to see Gina, Rina and the rest every week :)

In any time soon, school's starting. Half a year more. Finally.

Kai xin!

2010-09-14T00:01:00.000+08:00

It makes me happy to know that you're happy. Hehehe :)

I'll miss everyone! Good night!

With lyrics only we know.

2010-09-13T01:09:00.000+08:00

I wished that everything will stay as it was, till forever. Will we be able to fulfill that in time to come? Is it 'cos we're probably too similar that we're somehow meant for each other.

The things we believe.

2010-09-10T09:17:00.000+08:00

I'm sitting right here, waiting for my relatives to come over for the praying ceremony. It should be at 9 but 10 minutes has passed. No one's here yet. I should be at Expo now, but I will be clocking in late. Hope I won't be too late.

Anyway good morning. Three papers are done, can you believe it? So fast! But I only had confidence on two papers, the another one which I previously did quite badly was probably on repetitive mode again. I'm afraid I might screw that paper up. But anyhow, it's over. One more to go, procurement. Going over t Xuan's and study again. I think it's productive heh :)

I'm going off in 4 days time but I haven't packed my bag, I have to pack my stuffs into this bag then transfer to the luggage which is at my aunt's on Monday after my paper. Hopefully there's sufficient time!

When you've given up, don't go back. Remember that, Sheena Tan! (Inner child says we'll see how, :O)

Maturity.

2010-09-04T01:36:00.001+08:00

She's an American-Japanese. & she speaks Japanese! So cute.

I had an awesome half day with these little children. On the other hand, it makes me feel like stopping everything that I'm doing now, to return back to the childcare and teach. Life like that would be the greatest thing on Earth. You'll never expect what kind of things they say each day, their responses to everything. So innocent and so lovely. You'll be happier too. I shall endure for one more draining semester, just one final more.

UT3 are here! Few more days, I wish I could have good brains. So I would be like those people who don't attend school and could get As and Bs for their UT. I really don't know how they can achieve that. I'm in awe. Very much in awe. I wished I could be as intelligent, anyway it shows that plain hard work is not enough, you gotta have the brains.

Alright, resign to fate HAHA. I've got plenty of lessons tomorrow! Rest is definitely essential now. So good night everybody. Remember t love yourself :)

Two nine two four.

2010-09-03T04:18:00.000+08:00

I just can't seem to ... ... .. ... ........ are more than enough to bring ...... .... to ...

I want to break free.

2010-08-28T10:43:00.006+08:00

Good Morning Saturday! Weather's good! Hope everyone's feeling good (:

Tuition later! But will be meeting Angela as usual t get our fav chicken rice! Hehe. Then all the way till night time, I'll be meeting my favourite girls, T and O! <3 for the never ending updates (:

There are talks coming up! Time t study already after these few weeks of enjoyment. Can't wait for it t end! Off t HK then chalet w the class :) heh aiyoh I love my busy life.

Yueming, hope you're doing okay. You know I'll be here anytime. Jiayou. The departing of life has never been easy for anyone, we have got t face it. My uncle once told me, now that you're young, you face this but in the coming years, there might be more that you have t face. What matters is we cherish what we have and not t live any moment w regrets. I know you won't. Love you girl! Be strong!

Alright time t prepare! Good day t all :)
I don't like it when I cannot control things which I don't want them t happen, and don't like the life that is full of things for me t worry about.

Paradox of life.

2010-08-26T10:44:00.001+08:00

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember, to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

I love being enlightened w words. Meaningful ones. Thanks Khai.

It will. But not now.

2010-08-22T23:00:00.002+08:00

Have you ever felt so guilty over something which could probably make you die?

It was so hostile, like a stranger. And nothing can come out from your mouth. But all I did was keeping quiet, and felt the sense of the fucking guilt. Why the strong word, it shows how overwhelming it's getting into me. Because right from the beginning, I was that fuel which caused the fire.

I totally understand how it feels right now. The more I understand, the more I'm feeling pain. Cos circumstances changed the mindset. It changed so much that it's deeply etched now. Yet there's nothing I can do, at all.

I really am not worthy.
I'll pick up the pieces, on my own. I'll get by.

Right now.

2010-08-21T20:31:00.001+08:00

I need some me time.

Message in a bottle.

2010-08-18T02:34:00.003+08:00

FYP1, my dearest Team Thumb, Yanyi and Samantha! :)

Dinner w Cousins and PH w Babe <3

Recently, my blog like boring only uh. Haha, my holidays are much fulfilled with work. Colleagues are nice! I kinda love life like this. But I want t be equipped with diploma, degree and bachelor of ECH though. I have dreams. I hope it's not an over ambitious one. Quick, graduate faster! One more semester and byebye Republic Polytechnic! I'll miss all my friends! Everyone of you. I have so many classes HAHA, especially this year! From W24H, E35K, E44E, W25M, W25K, W26L, W26K and lastly W25R! :) Wow, so many uh. Change classes everyday was not exactly a bad thing also, cos there will definitely be good things planned for us out there. Like in each different class, there are really nice people! :) I'm glad that I've met them <3

Meanwhile, Don Tan Zhuang Wen keeps telling me lame jokes! & he's been laughing at the participants at YOG! We two have been watching How I Met Your Mother and Family Guy together. Very funny! (Y)

Okay lah, I shan't talk so much. Hehehe. House(Room) cleaning tmrw, as promised! Amanda, hope you're feeling better, you fell asleep already. Haha good good! Better than you losing your sleep :) Have a good night!

Tuition tomorrow with two mischievous Korean students and the obedient Indian boy! :)

Ihtlyg.

Oh Ver.

2010-08-12T14:38:00.002+08:00

Happy 21st Yong Ann :)

Yay FYP1 ended. But I sensed more things to be done on FYP2. However, it's over for now! (Y) I can't wait to go Hongkong. Sis can't go, she couldn't take leave :( Hope I'd had fun!

1 more day of school and time for work work work already :D
Don't wanna be a rebound girl.

At the beginning.

2010-08-08T21:37:00.001+08:00

"I love the feeling after a good run. Or the feeling when my favorite song is on full blast in the car, driving through the country air. I like when my mom makes my favorite meal. I like traveling nowhere, getting lost, and then the best part, being found. I like being held by someone who means a lot to me, especially when I haven’t seen them in awhile. We always complain there isn’t enough time, or that these moments never come around enough. It’s true that we never stop growing old, and we mature faster than we’d like. But time is the essence of life, and it brings change and surprise. I like watching the people I care for get older, change, become who they’re supposed to be. Sometimes we all wish to go back, repeat a moment, or pause it forever. But we need change, even when we don’t want it. The cards are placed and time brings us closer to our destination. All the while as we travel through.. the things we love doing, the people we share our life with, that’s destiny. We’re not supposed to end up anywhere. We’re supposed to make the best of this journey."

Love Tumblr.

The last.

2010-08-08T02:21:00.001+08:00

我累了，你也累了对吗？不如就这样吧。I don't know when will I.... But I will try... I'm glad I was able t express myself again for the last time. And don't worry, you won't be hearing me saying anything like that anymore :) Lastly, I appreciate and thank you for every single thing <3 Each and every one of it.

A nightmare I wished it comes true.

2010-08-07T11:51:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I wished I could have a big fight with my dad. So he would probably know how I really feel.

Love the way you lie.

2010-08-07T01:50:00.000+08:00

All my life, I've tried to make everybody happy while I just hurt and hide.
Waiting for someone to tell me it's my turn to decide.
(Of course I'm not that noble. Just love this part of the song)

I shan't blog bout FYP alrd. It has already taken too much of my life. Anyway Yong Ann's 21st was successfully planned by Cui Ting. Lucky boy. Indeed.

Will upload the photos soon <3 Tuition tomorrow. Love my life. Good night.

FYP kills.

2010-08-03T16:28:00.001+08:00

Ever since this semester started, we have been hearing a lot from our friends on their FYP groups. That's when all the conflicting of issues began, people are beginning to show their true colors. And you wouldn't believe it unless you experience it first hand. It all boils down t disappointment.

Girls (Biyan, Dora, Manda, Jasminn, Yushan, Van Tan, Van Tay, QQ) please hang in there! After 11 August, we will be 'freed' from all these disappointment, anger and tears. Hang in there girls! As for my team thumb (Yingxuan, Aoi, Mumu, Radhiah) Let's all jiayou together :)

11th August, would you just come already?!

Work work work for now! The weather's so good that I can't wait to dive in to the pool now. Come holidays, I'm waiting for you very patiently yknow. Heh.

Good day for all!

Assumption.

2010-07-30T00:21:00.000+08:00

It hurts when you say that. It really does but I wonder do you really care about people's feelings? You always seem to have a motive for everything, it's making me doubting if you're really concerned.

But, I'll always let love override this thought I had about you. I believe that at some point of time, you really care from the bottom of your heart and not just for any motives you had in mind. I love you.

Not regarding the affair of the heart anyway. Roller-coaster ride sometimes, but I still love him very much :)

Musketeers.

2010-07-23T00:15:00.000+08:00

Can you not lie to me? Please.

Nostalgia.

2010-07-20T14:24:00.002+08:00

I wanted to talk about lots of things just now BUT I suddenly couldn't think of it. Sigh. Anyway, the four of them are coming back midnight :) 5 whole days of not talking to each other. So long. I wonder how he feels when I was away for 7 days to Shanghai. Haha. Those pictures of Ahma, how nice. I miss her so much :(

A secret that I'll never tell.

Eenie Meenie.

2010-07-18T17:56:00.001+08:00

Currently studying with Biyan, Amanda, Jasminn and Yushan! Heh, looking at how serious they looked when they study, damn cute. Haha! So cold here at Leisure Park.

Yesterday's picnic was fun. Great night. Heh. Babe, Friday kay :)

Sis msged me, they are safe. And glad that they're enjoying themselves <3

Edwin uploaded the photos, with Ah Ma in it. Missed her so much. 24th July's coming, the 100th day. How time flies. If time could reverse just for her.... Looking at those pictures, made me ached so much, you can clearly see how much she loves all of us. Hmmm. In my heart.

Listen.

2010-07-16T00:01:00.000+08:00

Thailand tmrw for the 4 of you.

Please take good care of yourself, have fun and enjoy the trip. Be careful with your things when all of you are out. Most importantly, be safe! Have a fun time, I'll miss you. Good night!

How amazing.

2010-07-11T21:53:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, seeing him so tired yet cos of a call, he has to rush down, aches me. I really love him a lot although I often questioned why he do this/that but every little thing he used to do or say to me, it's all in my mind. Because no matter what, deep down inside his heart, I believe he still has a space for me, his daughter. And most importantly, he and mommy are the main reason why I'm here in this planet.

I mustn't let things which I should have gotten used to long ago, to haunt me and blind me forever.

Ok! Time to go. Yay and Ice-cream with Manda tmrw<3
Spain or Netherlands? .... Go Spain!

Not afraid.

2010-07-11T20:09:00.000+08:00

So cute! Right?

Cherish.

2010-07-07T00:06:00.000+08:00

Days with my father

Love.

Bruise.

2010-07-05T15:18:00.001+08:00

No recent photos lately. But I love my weekends :)

I think I made a perfect choice for Saturday night, perhaps it's been such a long time since I've been to party or other factors but just all the partying alone that night made me feel so happy, including the next morning. I woke up feeling exceptionally good also. I guess I really did had fun :)

Then Sunday was a whole day of being a couch potato. Movie Marathon from Big Fat Liar to 17 Again on HBO. Heh. But still, there are of course some small lil things here and there. Just try to let the power of love overwhelm the rising of hate.

I LML. Making it the best out of everything.
& Ggz, always here for you whenever you need me.

Put yourself in our shoes.

2010-07-03T00:12:00.001+08:00

Disappointed, upset and mad at the same time.